Sunday, December 28, 2008
Do you?
Do you still love me?
Do you still miss me?
Do you ever love me?
Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever hate me?
I don't wanna miss any of them. Will i ever hear your beautiful voice again?
Everyday thinking about you, missing you. Its so unforgettable being with you.
You have change my life, you have change me but i cant change you to love me.
We once said about our lifes without one another, you told me you will be lonely without me.
Is it true? I know everything between us is over but its really hard to forget some one i love.
So do you? Do you get to forget some one you love so easily? Yes you told me that we need time to forget each other? But why i cant? Guess im really deeply inlove with you.
Guess you don't care now. Now whats matter most is you. Now you are gone i guess i never gonna have a chance to see you again. If i have a chance to live one last days, i will want to love you one last day.
Maybe we are just strangers.
I still do love you.
Miss ****
xcheerupx EMO KID
10:30 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Maybe im really happy now?
Not because not having her, i got to see her.
I really don't know how to face her, she looks the same.
when i saw her my tears was just forcing out.
She passed back what i gave her, i throw it away.
At that time i throw, i know i was going to regret but it had fallen off from my hands.
Its like something you lost and you can never get it back.
I heard her voice, i pretend that nothing was going on.
After she went off, i was just keep looking around to see is she still near by?
I guess she really hate me so much. I really don't know why?
What have i done? Maybe is my attitude. It really hurt so much?
I just couldn't forget her, its like once its yours and now its gone so far away from you.
Everyday putting up a smile which is just making myself happy.
I really hate this but i got to pay for what i did.
Im just so afraid that she will not forgive me.
I hope you can forgive me. If you are not going to forgive me, please remember me.
If you hate me, just remember that im the one who hate most.
I hope you will always remember me. Guess i got to say it out from my heart.
My feelings for you never fade. Even though we are not together but I still do love you.
xcheerupx EMO KID
6:03 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Ya, I know i cant get back what i want.
But its hard forget the past, maybe caring you isn't enough.
I guess i have hurt you so much. Sometimes i just coulden't express how
hurt i am. Maybe you have all you got now. Yahs, treasure what you have now.
I want to be the one who cares for you.
I want to be the one who will be there for you.
I want to be the one who love you.
I want to be the one who will never regret being with you.
Althought we have fallapart but theres something will always be the same.
Days by days getting better, Its just wierd without you.
All our wish our hope have just gone away.
Every night hoping to hear your voice.
Maybe what i have done isn't enough to make you happy.
I can trust forever but i guess its hard to get your love one to trust forever.
Its not about saying its about showing how much you love her.
I just wish that every morning i could just wake up with everything the same.
Now that you have found your love one, you got to treasure him.
Don't give up, don't get upset so easily. You got to trust one another but
most importantly you got to trust yourself. There is always something you have
lost it but you got to get it back. Everything you do lies in your hands.
Just wish that you can be happy always.
Goodluck! Don't give up! Takecares
Goodbye my love.
xcheerupx EMO KID
1:20 AM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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xcheerupx EMO KID
7:14 AM
Monday, December 1, 2008
Im now back to who i am. Thanks for those who cheer me up.
Ya! I should carry on, even though i have failed but im gonna stay happy.
Those days have been over, its a new beginning for me.
I remember the times we spent together the place we been together.
We have a million questions all about our life and we are falled apart
and everything felt right now.I wish you were still with me.
It use to feel like dreaming except we always woke up, never thought
not having you here now would hurt so much.
Althought i have fallen, and everynight i miss you i wish that you can
find your happiness. I remember that night you told me we will not leave
each other but it when wrong and it get so hurt. Its hurt so bad, sometimes not
having you by myside. Its hurts It really hurt so bad.
Days has slowly past, i will slowly get up on my own.
xcheerupx EMO KID
10:04 AM